The First Time                                                                                                              10/8/06

 

Hello All…. It’s been a long time since I have written a blog, and to be truthful I have never wrote a diary for myself, only when I was back in school, doing it for English assignments and such. But I have been asked a few times to write one, about what’s going on in my life and what I have been doing over the last few months. So here I go….

 

So here I am, 2006. I nearly did not make it this far but that’s another long and dramatic story, maybe for another day, or maybe not!

This year as been one of the best years of my life so far, and I have enjoyed every last second of it and can not be leave it’s still going on lol.

It all started by leaving a random but quite a nice comment on a person msn space, just before Christmas. From there this person and I had some good and funny conversations over the blogs of msn myspace. Also we chatted on a forum together, that I had been a member of for quite a long time, anyway the conversations started to get longer and in to more detail!

We then started to chat on msn messager, playing games and talking through the web cam, which was great fun and exciting. Also getting to know someone new, who was not from my area and had lived a total different life, was really interesting.

Soon after that we swapped phone numbers and started chatting all day long, everyday of the week, through text messages, playful phone calls and still on the computer to the early hours of the morning  (until the sun came u lol),

The months passed and we were still having a really good time, our feelings grew stronger for each other, so we said we would meet…..Scary I know!

Meeting someone off the Internet is a little scary at first, but we had spoken for so long. The thought of this person being bad was out the question, she is beautiful and sweet and caring and will do anything for me, which is a good highlight when you are meeting someone for the first time.

But please if u are going to meet any one off the internet, please insure that they are who they say they are, we read all the time now how things can go so wrong and how people end up going missing and all that stuff…. I had to put that in just because you hear it all the time these days, thankfully not in my case.

But nevertheless this meeting went really well and I mean really well, she is amazing and so funny; she made me laugh so hard it started to get painful. For the first night we just watched movies, ate take out and got to know each other better than we all ready did.

The week after this, I ventured down to her neck of the woods to Leamington spa, where we spent about 3 week together, travelling to and from the Midlands to the North and London. This was Due to the fact I had hurt my back in the car accident, were I wrote off my black vectra, but I lost something in my life that I looked after, but gained a hell of a lot more, something I have never had in my life.

From there we have spent a lot of time together and I have had a lot of time off work which has help a lot.

Fortunately it’s now 5 month since we first met at the train station in my hometown of Huddersfield and the fun and craziness has not stopped.

We have now move in together, this is a new life for us both, living with each other for the first time in our lives,  things are flying along, time just doesn’t hang around anymore, but that's what you get when living with a princess. J We are so happy together and we are looking forward to the future we have together.

We are going on holiday soon to which is going to be an additional adventure for us. Just praying for some nice weather or we will be playing cards all week. (I win lol)

 

 

 

 

 

THE ANNOUNCEMENT  

 

Well this is a good one. It’s a day my life change forever, I really did believe my heart was going to jump out of my chest, my head was in peaces and I could not think straight, the different directions my mind went was amazing, I think if you had asked me my name at that one moment time I wouldn’t been able to answer!

I was at work; it was a nice and clear day with a slight breeze. I was sat in the canteen having my normal Twix chocolate bar and can of coke, you know the healthy food I eat lol.

My phone rang and it was Gemma….She said “Andrew……I am pregnant” she said all excited, I was like “woohoo I am going to be a dad“. It was a really crazy, good feeling, there was a massive feeling of euphoria, it was crazy, every thought in my head had gone and all I can think about was. Dad! Dad! Me? Me? Dad? ….It was amazing. But in the back of my mind I was like this can not be true I had to pinch myself a few times.

Then came the even weirder feeling, how will I cope, will I be a good dad, can I afford it , I was like want why and when???. It left me feeling quite uncomfortable for an hour or so, it was like my emotions were doing back flips in my chest and my head feet and legs. I have to say its the best feeling I have had so far, I still can not stop thinking of how will we get by, but I do no we have some amazing people  around  supporting us, we have received all kinds of things off people. I would like to thank these people “Thank you so much” hehe. The next day I drove to London all in a daze, to see the mum of my baby, it was amazing when we first seen each other, jumping about and laughing it was a great feeling.

 

So we are now sitting and waiting for the baby to arrive, we have had a few scans now and it’s all looking good and healthy.

The last scan we had been a substantial boost forward for me, we saw the baby moving around. It did not stop all the time we was watching, it waved at us and stretched its legs out as far as it could, you could see everything, even the little bones in its little back and legs and arms, also its little mouth moving, as it was yawning amazing. An experience that if you are going to be a dad, you can not miss; if you do you will be kicking yourself for the rest of your life, really.

 

So we are now very close to halfway and like I say time is flying along now.

Soon the baby will be here and you never know I might not ever get back on the computer and write one of these blog's lol (only joking) but hopefully I will get time to write one of these again one day.

All we have to do now is get everything prepared for the arrival and look forward to being a good family, I am still hoping I will be a good dad, but all I can do is try my best.

I hope you have found this interesting and I have not bored you all to death with my rubbish explanations of things. You can now see why I have not been online as much over the last 5 months. Hopefully I will be able to get more pictures for you all to see.

 

Take care to all the people that have read this. Also thank you all for the massive amount of help off everyone.

 

Hope to chat to all soon again!

 

HOW TO TICK PEOPLE OFF

1. Leave the copy machine set to reduce 200%, extra dark, 17 inch paper, 99 copies.
2. In the memo field of all your checks, write "for sexual favors."
3. Specify that your drive-through order is "TO-GO."
4. If you have a glass eye, tap on it occasionally with your pen while talking to others.
5. Stomp on little plastic ketchup packets.
6. Insist on keeping your car windshield wipers running in all weather conditions "to keep them tuned up."
7. Reply to everything someone says with "that's what you think."
8. Practice making fax and modem noises.
9. Highlight irrelevant information in scientific papers and "cc" them to your boss.
10. Make beeping noises when a large person backs up.
11. Finish all your sentences with the words "in accordance with prophesy."
12. Signal that a conversation is over by clamping your hands over your ears and grimacing.
13. Disassemble your pen and "accidentally" flip the ink cartridge across the room.
14. Holler random numbers while someone is counting.
15. Adjust the tint on your TV so that all the people are green, and insist to others that you "like it that way."
16. Staple pages in the middle of the page.
17. Publicly investigate just how slowly you can make a croaking noise.
18. Honk and wave to strangers.
19. Decline to be seated at a restaurant, and simply eat their complimentary mints at the cash register.
20. TYPE IN UPPERCASE.
21. type only in lowercase.
22. dont use any punctuation either
23. Buy a large quantity of orange traffic cones and reroute whole streets.
24. Repeat the following conversation a dozen times.
    "DO YOU HEAR THAT?"
    "What?"
    "Never mind, it's gone now."
25. As much as possible, skip rather than walk.
26. Try playing the William Tell Overture by tapping on the bottom of your chin. When nearly done, announce "No, wait, I messed it up," and repeat.
27. Ask people what gender they are.
28. While making presentations, occasionally bob your head like a parakeet.
29. Sit in your front yard pointing a hair dryer at passing cars to see if they slow down.
30. Sing along at the opera.
31. Go to a poetry recital and ask why each poem doesn't rhyme.
32. Ask your co-workers mysterious questions and then scribble their answers in a notebook. Mutter something about "psychological profiles."

well i think i like this thing too! i am now try to work out 3d max! ha-ha by the way i gave my very first lap dance on sat day and got told off by the bounce lol i am not a tart tho ! hehe well this in probably my first blog which i mentions my life woo i start keeping a dairy next and u all be like ! "this bloke insane " woo woo wow poopy

Every time I close my eyes,
I'm taken back to where we were,
Through the pain and loneliness,
I think of how much I Love her,
Life in Las Vegas is fast-paced,
It can swallow you up before you know it,
Life with her was beautiful,
But now only memories will show it.

I'm missing you Lish,
Missing the hot tubs,
Missing the cudles,
I'm missing you Lish,
Missing the back rubs,
Missing the best
...friend a person will ever have,
...girl that a guy could ever Love.

All I can hope right now
Is for something in me, or up above
To take shape, to make a miracle,
'Cuz without you in my life you,
...I am miserable.

Maybe if I pray tonight before I go to bed,
All the darkness, all the pain,
will get out of my head,
Without you by my side the tears flow freely,
I'm hurting badly,
Passion is a double-edged sword,
to torture me the way it has,
And, yet, I still Love you madly.

Always have,
And always will.
Baby, you are such a thrill.
Always, forever,
Through and through,
I'm dearly missing you.

But, above all... I Love You Still.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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